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I really feel stupid today.

Really, really stupid.

I could have done something that might get me fired or make others see me in a different light. Anyway, it's really stupid.

This could be the turning point of my life.

The thing is, I had dreams about staying in that casino and then growing old and then becoming a poker manager or just a supervisor (depending if tips are that good). I don't want to get fired. I don't want to look for another job where I know I will just get bored (except maybe for a job in fashion but hell, that gig seems light years away).

I really hope I won't get fired...

...maybe I'm just making a fuzz about nothing. I hope it will be nothing.

I really really really hope it will be nothing.